Setting the scene: Music has always played an important part in my life. My father, who was born in the 40s, grew up on the magic of big orchestral show tunes and moody jazz standards which definitely kickstarted his life-long love of music. From a young age he was quite the audiophile, collecting tons of records across a variety of genres. Needless to say by the time I came into the picture many decades later, I reaped the benefits of this obsession. “Oldies” were the sonic wallpaper of my childhood; the Rat Pack, Ella and Etta, sock-hop, early rock ‘n’ roll, Motown… I ate it all up. It was clear that melody sparked my imagination in a way nothing else could and that a thoughtful or catchy lyric found its way straight to my heart. Still to this day, I am surprised when an obscure song from the 50s pops up and, like a cheery exorcism, it all comes spilling out of me from who knows where.
As a young kid I spent an unhealthy amount of time in my basement choreographing dances and belting the lyrics out to the big pop sensations of the time (Celine Dion, Spice Girls, Whitney Houston). This time alone (or with my younger brother, sorry Paul!) jumping around on the cream carpet eating Handi-Snacks crackers and cheese dip definitely emboldened the performer inside of me.
I always loved singing and being a big ham but never really thought about how those things might manifest later in life, if at all. It wasn’t until high school, when I was going through an intense 80s/punk-rock phase where I really started playing guitar and attempting to write my own songs. I played drums in a The Go-Go's cover band for like three minutes, so most of my early songs were angsty teen rip-offs of “We Got the Beat” or “Head Over Heels”.
Truthfully, acting was the thing that called to me most at the time and I ended up going to theatre school, where I got to log lots of stage time (ham it up even more!) and run around in a leotard doing jazz progressions to Prince. It was great! But making music wasn’t really on my radar…
So! The moment I knew I wanted to make music came later. After a few detours, moves and life experiences, I realized that the dream I was chasing wasn’t my dream after all, and that fundamentally I didn’t feel creatively satisfied or flexible enough to jam myself into the tiny box that acting seemed to be offering me at the time. Blah, blah, blah…
But this disenchantment led me to an important realization. The source bringing me constant excitement and inspiration in my life was obviously MUSIC! Like a dependable umbrella, through various highs and lows, music had always been there; generously offering me shelter from the rain and safety from ominous storms ahead. A portable comfort blanket jammed into my back pocket and blaring through my headphones, new and old melodies wrapped me up in reassurance, allowing me to get lost in my imagination just like I did as a kid spinning around my basement to The Bodyguard soundtrack on repeat. THIS IS THE MOMENT I KNEW I WANTED TO MAKE MUSIC.
I started writing songs, plonking them out on the guitar and recording them very scrappily by myself at home. I loved the process, even though I was learning as I went and kind of sucked (Expert in Shakespeare, novice in GarageBand). I felt more free and connected to my creative side than I had in many years. It was thrilling! And still is to this day. The puzzle of working out a song has become essential to my life and recording music with friends has been a true gift that I am infinitely grateful for. It’s never too late to pivot, dream a new dream and ham it up in a different way!
- Lisa Savard-Quong, indie-rock artist