More often than not, self-doubt and fear within the music industry can make an artist feel as though they are undeserving of their talent or accomplishments. Whitney Asher recalls a time where she spent the majority of her days at a recording studio with a producer that she really admired. Despite having so much respect for them, it felt as though she was unworthy of being in their presence.

Seven years later, the song she wrote about that feeling was released - on Imposter Syndrome Awareness Day, no less. “Unimpressive” is not just that moment but an amalgamation of moments where talent does not always equal confidence. Channeling insecurity into song is what Asher chose to do in that moment, and with the help of her producer, Corey Pavlosky, “Unimpressive” was written on their third session together.

The irony of it all is that she still very much feels like an imposter. At the time of writing the song, she had left her 9-5 to work full-time in the music industry. At the time of releasing the song, she once again left her 9-5 to pursue music in a similar fashion. She is more confident than she was seven years ago, but it still feels like déjà vu .

“It’s very normal to feel insecure,” she said. “What I love about ‘Unimpressive’ coming out right now is it’s worth talking about. It’s worth drawing attention to the feeling because I think a lot of people don’t realize that that’s a real term and it’s a real feeling and a lot of people have it. It’s almost too honest to come out and say that you feel that way; nobody wants to feel that way, but nobody wants to be found out that they feel that way.”

There is a part of her that is surprised the feelings are still there. She is not convinced it is a feeling that will ever go away, but it definitely has her wondering what she should do about it. Her husband suggested that she make peace with herself, which is an insightful yet difficult concept.

The more she thinks about it, the more she recognizes that imposter syndrome is messy. It’s not linear or widely discussed. There is discomfort, but at the core, worthiness is a lifelong pursuit.

“It’s uncomfortable to feel like you’re not good enough,” she said. “It’s uncomfortable to admit that you don’t think you’re good enough. It’s uncomfortable to admit that you don’t feel worthy. It’s uncomfortable to draw attention to your humanity…I’ve really focused on rounding out my ability to cope with being human.”

She grasps the challenge that is detaching self-worth from how she is received. She derives much of her self-worth from her accomplishments and questions who she is when she isn’t working on a project. Finding peace within one’s self will never be easy, but is never impossible.

“Unimpressive” proves some of the ways that people do not necessarily change. Growth and maturity can change the perception of humanity, but some qualities just have to be accepted. Feeling like an imposter may never go away, but making peace with it is how confidence soars.

Photo courtesy of Shane Ouellette

For the past 25 years, Queens-based punk band Bayside has represented a lifestyle, a counterculture and a deeply-held commitment to integrity and earnestness. At their core, Bayside is a band that has constantly proven that music is not about gimmicks and ephemeral trends, but a timeless reflection of our life and our times. It is through this authentic expression and creative spirit that the band has amassed a cult following that lives and breathes everything the band creates.

It’s a spirit that permeates an impressive and storied discography, including Sirens and Condolences (2004), Self-Titled (2005), The Walking Wounded (2007) and Shudder (2008). Covering the “Victory Records Years”, Bayside grew their reputation as road warriors with their impressive amount of touring. From basements to clubs to Warped Tour, the band led melodious sing-alongs everywhere they went, with fans flocking to Anthony Raneri’s personal, yet universal lyrics and story-telling. Fan favorites like “Devotion And Desire” and “Duality” continue to be staples in the band’s live show.

While the band held strong to their punk roots, what set them apart from their peers was their musicianship. Diverse in thought and background, but united in a shared desire for authentic expression and immense musical talent, Bayside continues to push the boundaries of what a Bayside song could be. In the second half of their legendary career, covering the “Wind-Up and Hopeless Records Years”, Bayside embraced the heavier and grittier side of themselves, while keeping the anthemic choruses of the earlier years. With Killing Time (2011), Cult (2014), Vacancy (2016), Interrobang (2019) and There Are Worse Things Than Being Alive (2024), the band focused on creating songs that are relevant to people who want substance, rather than being relegated to one genre.

Having toured the world multiple times over, sold thousands of albums and amassed millions of streams, Bayside has achieved a lot in their storied career. And while many bands would coast on their past success, Bayside has always rejected that premise and continues to prove time and again that the best is yet to come.

To celebrate their 25th anniversary, they have re-recorded their quintessential track “Devotion and Desire” - a 2005 release that quickly became a fan favorite and has since closed out nearly every Bayside show. They are also in the midst of 25 Years Of Bayside: The Errors Tour. Featuring two nights in each city, fans will have the opportunity to see the band perform two different sets highlighting songs from across Bayside’s extensive catalogue. Night one will include songs from Sirens and Condolences, Self-Titled, The Walking Wounded, and Shudder, while night two will feature songs from Killing Time, Cult, Vacancy, Interrobang, and the band’s most recent release, There Are Worse Things Than Being Alive.

The staff at Black is the New AP Style decided to celebrate alongside a band that has been integral to our musical journeys by curating a playlist of our favorite tracks that may or may not be the setlists of nights one and two of The Errors Tour. Let us know if any of these songs made it onto the setlist at your show!

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By the time he was 12 years old, Guy Gilchrist knew he was destined to be an artist. He was willing to do anything to get his artwork published, and when he heard there was an opportunity to meet some legendary artists at the Commodore Hotel in New York City, he got on the first train out of his hometown of Hartford, Conn.

The Comic Art Convention made its Commodore Hotel debut in 1973 and featured many of Gilchrist’s idols: Godfather of modern fantasy art Frank Frazetta, leading comic book artist Neal Adams, and Superman creators Joe Shuster and Jerry Seigel. Gilchrist met Shuster and Seigel as they were exiting an elevator that weekend and it left an indelible impression. The interaction still plays in his mind vividly, including the apology he received from Shuster that he could not draw anything for him due to his deteriorating eyesight. Meeting those who inspired him gave him even more confidence to continue his journey as an artist.

Gilchrist became best known for his creation of The Muppets comic strip that was featured in newspapers around the world from 1981-1986. That experience led to playing a major role on Jim Henson’s creative team for Muppet Babies, Fraggle Rock and more.

His first comic convention as a guest was the same year that The Muppets comic strip debuted. He was invited to a convention in Hartford courtesy of one of the newspapers that published the comics, the Hartford Courant. They offered him a small payment to do promotion of The Muppets and he spent his weekend signing printed copies of the comic strips and was even asked by a few children to draw his characters. At one point, Green Lantern and Iron Fist co-creator Gil Kane asked him, “Why are you drawing for free?” A then-24-year-old Gilchrist had no idea how comic conventions worked, and after Kane - another of his idols - advised him to take a walk around the event, he learned that vendors were paying children one dollar to get him to draw something so they could sell it at their own tables. It became an unforgettable first convention.

As he has become a veteran in the convention world, he has noticed that many of his interactions are family-oriented. Whether it is a mother and a daughter, a father and a son, a grandparent and a grandchild, the Muppets are their rainbow connection.

When asked about a specific interaction with a fan that really touched him, he immediately recalled the first convention he attended with the former Wizard World Comic Con in Nashville. His booth was situated near the entrance, and he watched a woman enter and immediately walk over to him. She chose a “Rainbow Connection” drawing for him to sign and when he asked who he should make it out to she replied, “Mary.” He said, “It’s very, very nice to meet you, Mary” and that is when she informed him that Mary was her daughter, and that her daughter had passed away just two days prior from a motorcycle accident. Mary had purchased the ticket to Wizard World with the intention of meeting Gilchrist, and her mother had come in her honor.

“We had a tremendous moment together, and it’s the reason that I come out to these things,” he said.

It is not lost on him that the characters and creators he has worked alongside for nearly 45 years are so precious to so many people. Obviously he never imagined this is how his life would end up, but he is beyond grateful for having the opportunity to continue the legacy of such extraordinary stories.

“I’m just a molecule in Jim’s universe,” he said. “Jim’s not around but he’s always here. He’s not physically with us, but the love and the magic, the silliness, the sweetness, the peacefulness, the comradery, the unconditional love that the Muppets and all of Jim’s characters mean to so many people, that’s the reason I’m here. I’m just a vessel, like a receptacle, that I can accept all of the love for Jim and all of the people that I worked with and then from you guys and the universe and then I just put it back out to them because that’s where it all comes from.”

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For three nights, the House of Blues Chicago stage was adorned with a plush, dark red carpet and various black risers. The pièce de résistance hanging several feet in the air changed each night: night one, the face of a porcelain doll; night two, a bleeding heart; and night three, a box-shaped face. The part of the stage that stayed the same were the four musicians that played across it.

The Used formed in 2000, first hitting the scene with their 2002 self-titled LP that received critical acclaim. They were one of several alternative artists that found their songs entering the charts and bringing forth the biggest wave of emo that the scene ever saw. It may not have always been a genre associated with a positive connotation, but for three nights in Chicago they happily told the audience exactly who they were.

“We are a fucking emo band!” Lead vocalist Bert McCracken called out to the crowd on night two. “And we’ve been an emo band for 25 fucking years. And unlike some other bands out there we never broke up or took a break; we’ve been here the whole time.”

They originally announced a string of shows to celebrate their 25th anniversary with three nights in Chicago at the end of April, but high demand allowed them to announce three more nights a few weeks sooner, meaning the tour kicked off in Chicago on March 30 to a sold-out crowd.

The concept was simple: each night they would play a different album from front to back. The Used, In Love and Death and Lies for the Liars were not only their first three albums but the ones that brought them to such important places. By playing these albums in full, it became three nights of saying thank you to the people that gave those albums a life beyond the studio.

Each night, a brief introduction brought the crowd together. A projection of a TV/VCR combo played three montages of life during each release: touring, studio sessions, confessional interviews and more before cutting to a copy of the CD. Manicured hands opened the plastic case and displayed each page of the booklet before placing it back in the sleeve and closing it. The curtain fell, and the first song began.

Night one in Chicago saw a crowd that has been there since the beginning. They mimicked every drum solo, clapped along to every beat and surfed the crowd as frequently as they could. Night two was the crowd that screamed every single word back at McCracken. They felt the lyrics as strongly now as they did in 2004. Night three was much more intimate; die-hard fans referencing hidden tracks from the album and joining the band on stage to dance along.

From witnessing all three nights, two things were apparent: The Used have never sounded better and have never looked happier. The vocals, particularly the harmonies, were sharp enough to cut glass. The drumming was seamless. Every time McCracken addressed the crowd, it was with genuine gratitude. There were maybe a handful of moments where he was not sporting a wide smile. Memories were made every night.

25 years and 10 studio albums later, The Used knows their audience. Getting to watch the band perform their first three albums in full was a special night for everyone. It was three nights of reminiscing; bringing everyone back to that childhood state where emo was the most important thing to happen to us. These albums were important to us and forever remain a part of our stories.

Photo courtesy of Dana Gorab

Before you start reading, I will make one ask of you. Put on some music as you read what I have to say. Something that takes you back to your days as a teenager; maybe an album or artist that brought you comfort through hard times. (Or perhaps the official The Time I Cried At A Show playlist? Check it out below!)

Upon moving to the United States from England, one of the first bands I discovered was Twenty One Pilots. Their unconventional blend of the alternative sound and rap was new and exciting to me. I listened to each of their albums until I knew them inside and out.

My first record player was a tacky Crosley Cruiser from Urban Outfitters. I had Vessel (2013) spinning almost every night. The first time I heard “Car Radio”, my teenage brain decided that it was going to latch onto this band as if it were a life raft and this transitional period in my life were white waters. Something about the desperation in Tyler Joseph’s voice, his simultaneous control and chaos in his screams, resonated with me as I plummeted into severe mental health issues. I would later credit the band - at least in part - to saving my life.

My favorite album by Twenty One Pilots came in 2018 with Trench. I was enraptured by its lyrical mastery and narrative, the immense production value and the accompanying music videos. Joseph co-produced the album with Paul Meany of Mutemath. The two created the most titanic sonic landscape. It was a hulking step up from their previous album, Blurryface (2015). I loved it and it remains one of my favorite records out of the 230+ in my collection.

Thus, the time I cried at a concert was when I saw the duo play in Anaheim with a friend from high school. It was on their tour for Trench, and the whole stadium was adorned with yellow accents. I wore a yellow bandana, with yellow gaff tape strapped to my jacket. This album had a lot of cryptic lore to it, but essentially, the yellow was our unifying identifier as the audience or “banditos”. The tears started to fall as the show reached its terminus with the song “Trees”. It was this intense cacophony of bittersweet emotion of the show ending, gratitude to the band and the understanding that I had survived. I was certain I wouldn’t make it past the age of 16, that I would in one way or another succumb to my mental health issues. But I was standing beside my friend, alive and well, encompassed by this unfamiliar combination of awe at the stunning music and showmanship, and a behemoth blend of gratitude, relief and love.

I couldn’t tell you whether those tears were happy tears or sad tears or something else entirely. The best way I can describe them is the tears of release. I think it is both fitting and unsurprising that the time I cried at a concert was watching the band that shepherded me through some of the hardest times in my life.

For Renée Witterstaetter, it was supposed to be another impressive yet typical weekend at a comic convention in Dallas. It was not her first, and certainly not her last, but surprisingly brought on a moment that changed her outlook on them. She unfolded the small white paper inside her fortune cookie and read, “It is better to have remorse than to have regret.”

Witterstaetter was studying journalism in college and looking for an arts community to get involved in when friends suggested the comic convention in her hometown of Texarkana, Texas. It had not been something that was on her radar, but she immediately felt that she had found that community she was searching for.

“I was embraced by a group of people within that city who just took me in and showed me the artwork,” she said. “[They] taught me about comic books, taught me about painting, and I’ve made some lifelong friends from that association.”

From there, she began working for a convention in Dallas that led her to the infamous fortune cookie. It is something that she has tried to live by ever since. She believes that it is better to have tried something and failed than to have never tried at all, and there are two instances in her life that have proved that. She keeps the details of those instances to herself but hopes that she might inspire others in their journeys.

Her career as a colorist, editor, producer and writer has given her the opportunity to work alongside equally talented creators for a number of comics. The most rewarding aspect is receiving feedback from comic fans, and what better way to receive feedback than in person. Although a particular moment with a young girl stands out, she has interacted with a number of fans that tell her how her work made them feel accepted. Whatever was going on in the world, comic books were their escape and helped them through difficult times.

“I would write the columns in a lot of my books and I would try to have an interaction with the fans,” she said. “What [the young girl] said to me was, ‘I felt like I knew you’ and that’s what I was going for.”

Witterstaetter is particularly proud of her work on the Marvel Comics series The Sensational She-Hulk. She loves telling She-Hulk fans that she is featured as a fourth wall-breaking character, making her both a real person and comic book character in the Marvel database.

When she first started in the comic industry, women were few and far between. She has had a front row seat to the change in the industry and the change in the attendance at conventions. One door opened a whole new life for her, and she knows how important it is to recognize that door is open in addition to deciding to walk through it.

Sharing her work, and ultimately a piece of herself, is why her booth at comic conventions around the country brings together an eclectic group of people. Those interactions allow for a one-of-a-kind encounter that leaves both parties feeling neither remorse nor regret.

“I’ve maintained that spirit about conventions that no matter where I’m going, no matter what part of the world, that there are people in that room that are going to be friends but I just don’t know them yet… They can come here and find the fandom just for them.”

Shortly after the release of the live action fantasy adventure television series One Piece, four of its stars made their convention debut at 2024’s MegaCon Orlando, including Aidan Scott. The South African native went in with zero expectations regarding his appearance - his character, Helmeppo, recurred in the eight episodes - but was pleasantly surprised with the fan reception.

“I was [at MegaCon] with quite big characters in the show and I didn’t know what to expect,” he said. “I didn’t know if anybody wanted to see me. I didn’t even know if they knew who I was!”

He quickly adapted to the convention lifestyle and learned small tips and tricks, such as staying hydrated and making sure to always have a hat handy to keep the harsh artificial lighting from shining down on him all weekend. His biggest takeaway from attending conventions, however, has been forming a connection with everyone he meets. He makes sure to take his time with each individual that lines up to say hello, take a photo or receive an autograph.

“You start realizing that people are people wherever you go,” he said. “You get to connect with people, and that’s been the most rewarding thing for me.”

An unexpected moment for him was meeting his first Helmeppo cosplayer, a six-year-old child complete with a tiny blonde wig and sailor suit. Helmeppo is considered a minor character, especially in the original anime, and Scott did not expect to see anyone dressed as him.

He also admits to having fan moments of his own, such as being in the same room as Rainn Wilson at MegaCon. His latest convention experience, FAN EXPO Cleveland, found him in the same restroom as David Tennant, where he joked that he was tempted to deliver his Helmeppo line, “Do you know who I am?” (In our fantasy world, Tennant responded, “A shithead Marine with a bad haircut.”)

While he may not collect a traditional piece of memorabilia sold at conventions, he has started to collect something equally as valuable. Any time a fan gifts him something, he asks them to sign it for him. Any time he has a meaningful conversation with a fan at his autograph table, he asks them to sign one of his headshots or items at his table. That way, both parties go home with a prized possession.

As Aidan Scott dives more into the world of conventions, the more he recognizes the impact these weekends have on fans. He has the pleasure of being in a new take on a beloved series, and getting to interact with fans gives him a chance to truly understand how deep that passion goes.

“You never know what your character means to people,” he said. “You might think you know, but you have no idea.”

Inside Tracy Clark’s childhood bedroom was a notebook - hidden between the mattress so no one could find it - with stories inspired by some of her favorite authors. When she wasn’t visiting the library every Saturday to pick out as many books as possible with her brother, she was writing her own.

It would be many years before she voiced her interest in becoming an author. She was constantly working on her craft, but never admitted out loud to anyone that she was writing with the intention of getting published. Her debut novel, Broken Places, started a four-book series of Chicago mysteries before pivoting to Hide, another four-book series featuring Chicago homicide detective Harriet Foster. The third book in the series, Echo was recently released.

Echo brings Detective Harriet Foster to Hardwicke House, home to Belverton College’s exclusive Minotaur Society. When a body turns up in the field next to the mansion, the scene looks chillingly familiar. With no suspects or leads, Foster and her partner, Detective Vera Li, will have to dig deep to find answers.

Prior to publishing Broken Places, there were two things that motivated Clark: the first being a stack of rejection letters. She recalls a rejection letter in particular that was just one too many for her, resulting in Broken Places sitting in a drawer for nearly two years. She convinced herself that her life was going a certain path and that she should stick to it, but in her mind she knew that she was not done writing.

“You can quit,” she said. “It’s easy to quit, in fact. That’s the easiest thing you can possibly do, just to stop. But you have to keep going if you believe in what you’re doing. If you think that you’ve got a talent for it, if that’s what motivates your life, if it fills you up when you do it, then you have to keep at it until your shot comes.”

Her second piece of motivation came from authors Sue Grafton and Sara Paretsky. She credits them as writers who inspired her to learn everything she could about detective fiction. She was lucky enough to meet Grafton at a book signing and looked at that autographed copy as much as the rejection letters for inspiration. It would become a full circle moment when she became the recipient of the Sue Grafton Memorial Award twice.

“She was one of the beacons out there who was doing what I wanted to do,” she said of Grafton. “I held onto these two writers, read everything that they wrote, and tried to emulate the pacing and how they developed the characters. I did that for years, studying what they were writing, how they were writing it, how it felt when I read it… you want readers to be impacted about what you’re writing about so I had to sit down and figure out what that thing was.”

While she may not be the first author to do so, she does take a groundbreaking approach to creating a main character that is a Black, female police detective. She credits the authors who came before her, such as Valerie Wilson Wesley and Eleanor Taylor Bland, for giving legitimate voices to underrepresented people.

When creating her characters Cassandra Raines and Harriet Foster, they both began with a voice. One day she heard them, and she knew it was her job to figure out how to put that voice into words on a page. She was insistent that the characters not only seem real to her in that moment, but to any future reader. She made sure the characters had some sort of complexity that translated easily.

After years of hearing the voice of Cassandra Raines, the thought of making room for a new voice was daunting. It felt like there were more days staring at a blank page than actually writing, and she admits that Harriet Foster is still a difficult character to break. She likens the character to using a pick axe in order to figure out where she should go next, but she enjoys the dig.

The novel was meant to be a stand-alone, but Foster was far too interesting to be a one-and-done type of story. However, Clark does write her novels with the intention of them being stand-alone stories. Readers can start from the beginning in either of her series, or they can just read one and still have a solid grasp on the characters and storyline.

Something all her novels have in common is what some might consider a silent character: the city of Chicago. Clark is a born and raised Chicagoan, and knows that it is easiest to write a familiar setting. However, she believes that if the characters had been placed in another city, they might not have the same voice that they do now. The city is part of the character’s personalities, and she believes that Chicago compliments them.

From a hidden notebook under the mattress to several published works, Tracy Clark always knew that her interest in writing could be something more. She has taken what she knows and what she’s learned, combining them to create characters with heart.

Photo courtesy of Heather Saitz

When I was very young my parents put me into guitar lessons, and I HATED it. My poor instructor struggled to teach me to play “When The Saints Go Marching In” from sheet music and it was just never happening. But this foundation served me well a few years later when that second wave of indie-sleaze/neo-garage rock bands were all the rage. My friends suddenly were picking up instruments and I could half-truthfully say, “I play the guitar!”

Making noise in the basement with the buds was just the best feeling in the world. That first group even played an instrumental “Smells Like Teen Spirit” in the junior high talent show. We got a standing ovation from the grade schoolers and the girl I had a crush on came up to me after and said, “you’re pretty good.” It felt like a movie. Though I never got up the nerve to ask her out, that first performance switched something on in me and it hasn’t been switched off yet.

Shortly after this seminal performance the new guitar teacher I started seeing - a young bohemian who just showed me how to play the power chords of songs I liked on the radio - told me possibly the greatest advice I’ve ever been given: “You should sing. It doesn’t matter if you suck at your age. If you are the guy who is just willing to sing, everyone will want you in their band.” His pragmatic guidance enabled this young boy - who would whisper-sing Green Day covers behind his closed bedroom door - to step in front of a microphone.

As I’m writing this, it occurs to me how fortunate I was to have such wonderful educators who enabled and emboldened my early musical journey. Cheers to the teachers.


My mother is from Cape Breton, on the east coast of Canada, and I was lucky to spend a lot of time there growing up. In the summers I was surrounded by live music of the traditional kind, with the fiddle generally being the main event. I got to witness early on how music gathers people and therefore forms a community.

Hailing from this Celtic music mecca, it was of course important to my mother that my siblings and I took music lessons. I was no different from most kids though, where practicing the piano was a chore and I wasn't connecting with the classical tunes my piano teacher had on offer. I started connecting the dots one summer, however, when I was encouraged to attend a summer camp at The Gaelic College in St. Ann's, Cape Breton. I know, so cool right? I definitely wasn't telling my friends back home I was going to Gaelic camp. But it turns out learning how to jam and perform with a bunch of other kids who loved music, singing in Gaelic or step dancing unapologetically was indeed very cool. The seed had been planted.

Whenever I would have big feelings in the following years I would always turn to music. I picked up the guitar and started writing songs without really thinking twice about it. Then there you are, with a body of work, all dressed up and nowhere to go. I think you can only sing in front of the mirror so many times before feeling compelled to share.